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Final Part - Part 3



"I have found the paradox, that if you love until it hurts, there can be no more hurt, only more love."
-Mother Teresa


   The more moments that silence has passed the two of you, he could feel the increase in his heart rate. The painful thud against his chest hammering at him, threatening to burst at any moment. "Say something..." was the final thing he said, his voice cold, but even he could hear some insecurity in his tone. For a second, Shin wasn't going to raise his head to look at you, but it was too late as his mind betrayed him. Slowly he raised his down turned face up to look straight into the eyes of the girl he couldn't face when the road gets rough.

    When he finally did look up the butterflies in your stomach danced wildly and for a moment you wished he would look back down again. “You can’t just be friends with me? Or you don’t want to?” you asked and a ghost of a smile crossing your face. You wouldn’t look away now, you knew you would have the courage to say what you wanted to. Before he could explode and snap at you for this response you gave a very small shake of your head and allowed a few of your emotions to show in your usually expressionless eyes. “You are a very good person Shin, I meant what I said earlier… that I admire you and more than you previously thought. I have had what ___ (Best Friend’s Name) would call a ‘crush’ on you for a while but never said anything…” you started to say but soft lips cut you off mid-sentence. Immediately coming closer to you, Shin zeroed in on your and pressed his lips softly to yours. Unlike last time where as he attacked you full on with wild passion.

    He gave you a little time to relax since he felt you freeze up on him like last time when he kissed you. From the wall, to your shoulders, and running themselves down you arm, Shin allowed his fingertips to lightly brush up against the soft skin of your arm as he smiled into the kiss. The second time today he actually gave a smile and meant it. As you warmed up to him, right off the bat he could tell that you were nervous in things such as kissing. You were a lip virgin. Pulling away from the kiss, he panted three times before he whispered in a deep husky voice, "Don't think about it.” He tilted your head up to his so you could stare directly into his heated gaze. Smile turning into a small smirk, Shin lowered his head and captured your lips in his, this time deepening the kiss as he rubbed little circles into your arm.

    A third kiss, in one day you had been kissed three times and each time by Shin. As if they had a mind of their own, your arms that had been tense at your side reached up and wrapped themselves lightly around his neck. The kiss was mind-blowing and sent your thoughts whirling, it was almost impossible to have a single coherent thought with him so close and kissing you. Lightly you ran your fingers through his wavy black, maroon tipped hair that you had always had the urge to reach out and touch. In all of your life, you had always been worried and unsure, but this… this felt right and a feeling of pure joy spread through your terrified, shielded heart.

    Had you ever thought that Shin would even look at a girl like you twice? Honestly when you first met him, no, but you had figured out later on that you had been wrong. He kept coming back and talking to you even if at first you wouldn’t reply until finally one day he had gotten a vocal response. It didn’t take you long to become fond of the teen whom had caused so many changes in your life. Ever so slightly you pulled him a bit closer.

    With his heart beating in his chest intensely, he felt you pull at him and he pulled you closer to himself gladly, rubbing shapes into your sides with his thumbs. Finally he locked his arms around your waist as if to never let you out of his passionate embrace. With you being so responsive, Shin dared to deepen the kiss, and very slowly he allowed his tongue to brush up against your lower lip wanting to get in and battle - no, win domination over you. At the moment, a side of him was in utter shock since you were letting him be so close to you, letting him do such things to your body and mind. He was so sure that you either weren't going to speak to him ever again or report him for harassment to Waka. Pushing his body into yours, he made sure to have both of their chest smothered against each other. With ease he backed you up against the wall so that it was only him, you, and the wall. You gasped softly in surprise when he pushed you back against the wall but did not break the unfamiliar contact.

    Nothing else. Only two heated persons and a cold pavement. As If you didn't respond too quickly to Shin's demand to French kiss, he reluctantly broke away, stole a quick kiss from your lips again then placed his forehead on top of yours. With his cool breath fanning your face, he whispered to your ear in that same tone that sent shivers down your spine, "This isn't your rejection, is it..? I told you to just let go." Surely you had lost your mind and gone insane, never had you thought that Shin would like you back yet here you were. Had you really caused him as much torture and mixed emotions as he said? His body language and the way he reacted to you screamed yes as did his eyes just a few moments ago. Yet you had never known despite how good usually is at reading people, somehow you had missed it.

    You blushed deeply when he pulled away as you both breathed in and out unevenly, but almost in perfect unison. Your unwavering and certain ___ colored eyes met his own intense ones. “I could not reject you,” you said and gave a small shake of your head. You placed a very gentle kiss to his lips, a butterfly soft yet affectionate kiss. With you kissing him, Shin felt something in the back of his throat growl, and he felt his lips hurry after yours - smooching you for a good second before breaking away. Looking down at you, he could tell that he had given you the cursed gift of your now swollen pink/red lips. He did. Shin. No other man. All his. With a breathy chuckle, he unlatched his arms from your waist but moved his hands back to your sides.

   As he moved his hands down your sides, he left a long and steamy trail by tracing and sinking his fingertips into the soft warm fabric that belonged to the maid dress you wore. Deciding that it was too early to rush you into something so intimate, Shin just bent down and pressed soft kisses into the arch of your neck, earning him soft whimpers and whines from the girl that caused his heart to hammer in his chest until it felt as if he'd burst. His kisses weren't continuous. Shin would give you a small soft peck here, and then a full on smooch there - just to hear you and to let you know how vulnerable he felt when you came around him and started batting those pretty long eye lashes of yours.

  “___?” Shin whispered softly against your neck. You forced your ___ colored eyes open and glance down to meet his gaze. “Hm?” you asked foggily with a sheepish smile. Carefully Shin kissed a long trail up your neck, along your jawline, before finally reaching your lips once again. After placing a brief gentle kiss to your brightly colored lips he grabbed one of your hands tightly between two of his own. “You… You will be my girlfriend won’t you? I mean you have to right? You told me you liked me ___. I like you too, I love you and I…” Shin started and a rare shade of red spread across his own cheeks. He looked away from your face and glared at the can he had kicked earlier. He didn’t think he could stand your rejection.

   “Yes, I will be your girlfriend Shin because I love you too. Just slow down a bit, won’t you?” you assured him. Lightly you reach up and take his chin between your fingers before forcing him to look at your face once again. “Fine,” Shin grumbled but a full, natural, true smile had spread across his charming face. This would be a relationship you would not regret and together the two of you would grow and heal each other’s shielded hearts.
Here is something completely different, my first Reader insert story for a character from the anime Amnesia. Shin was my favorite :P. This was written by myself and :iconj--jade:. It closely follows a roleplay the two of us are doing together. Most of Shin's parts were written by her and edited by myself. As for the reader, that was all me haha.

Pt. 1 fav.me/d6noqs6
Pt. 2 fav.me/d6now6t
Final Pt. 3 You are Here

Comments are greatly appreciated and we will take the time to read each and everyone of them.


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Shin I love you!~